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:: "hey, what's wrong with the 6 years??" -the confession of an asshole - (4.5 minutes)::

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...Dear friends(if u consider yourself one)..

...Believe it or not, there are about 6 people wrote at least one entry about me in 6 different blogspot....haha, i don't even realized that i'm that popular in the blogosphere...well, even though, the entry wasn't that nice to be read but it's ok at least i became popular in that way...

...Recently, there's a post about me from one of my friend that lives far,far away from me...saying all the nasty stuffs about me that he heard from one of my enemy's friend...well, it's oklah jugak but what impressed me the most is he didn't stand up for me instead he chose to swallow raw-raw the big motherfucka bullshit words...Then, he spreaded that bullshit all over the place in eire and uk till the land of the queen and the laprechauns become so stink with the fukin smell of that bullshit...and same goes to my image...being tarnished by one of friend that i've trusted for life...

...Hey friend, i know that i'm here and u are there...we are separated by the giant seas, even though back to our time we were so close like brothers...but, who knows 1 point different between us has changed u completely from a nice buddy to a high-class somebody...and u chose to forget me who use to laugh and cry together with u...who use to hold ur back during ur bad times...who stood up for u behind ur back...who be at ur side when others stigmatised u...but, now it seems like our friendship means nothing for u...huishh....what kind of friend are u...or even it's not rude to say...what kind of 'thing' are u...

...Dear friend, i don't want ur money...i don't want ur beautiful buddies or even ur intelligent mind that make me look so silly...i just want a friend that will stand up for me when i'm not around...the one who would have some tiny feeling of sympathy during my rough times...a friend who hold my hand when i fall in the dark...the one who heard my name and suddenly turn around and say "hey, that's my friend"...the one who willing to allow a drop of his tears to run down his face when i'm no longer breathing in this world...that's what i need...that's kind of friend whom i'd do anything to get it...

....Dear friend, hey what's wrong with the 6 years man?? i know that u're some sortta fuckin intelligent wise 5 years guy who qualified to have the similar Bachelor of Medicine,Surgery and Obstetrics Degree for less than a year from the duration of mine...but after all, what's so big crap bout it,wiser??........Just only One year and one point different can make everything went so wrong with u...Ok, now i'll understand...we're no longer resides on the same class like before...we're no longer fit to talk 'huha...huha' like the old days, right...cos the high-classes of yours won't allow the 'mencemar duli' thing to be seen and known by others,right??

...hey thanx man...u have opened my eyes that were blinded with ur so-called 'gila-gila' attitude for all these days that make me feel comfortable to sit besides u and we went on talking like there's nothing to be worried about...

...Since, u have given me the clearest indicator for it, therefore, from now on...we're no longer called friend...I'll let u be with ur own fantastic world, and let me be with the world of my own...For ur information, I am still glad to got the 6 years program cos at least MARA's cheque were never missed to go into my bank account every month,and i'm fine with it...

...Since you've ignited the fire, so why not let the flames continues forever friend...And now with the fury of the Malay,Javanese and Chinese genes that flows in my blood I swear to become a more competent doctor than you, friend...I swear to beat u in every semester exam u sat and in every paper that u've taken...I swear to perform sugery faster and better than you...and I swear to become
outrageously outstanding in this field to show u that i'm no longer as foolish and as idiot as u think i am...

...So, from now on...both of us must work harder and become smarter to prove whose phillosophy is wrong all the way...So long my competitor,till we meet again and behold the title of 'Doctor' in front of our names with our own specialties at the end of it...

...Life must go on....U must go on....and I must also move on...Be alert always, cos I always find a chance to overtake u...U better watch out for the reincarnation of this fuckin 'asshole' as u mentioned...



8 Responses so far.

  1. chaq says:

    no matter what people talk and spread bad news about u, u just cant stop them to do so.
    just remember that everything u had gone through builds u today, dokter amal!

  2. amal says:

    hey, thanx friend...

  3. ko okey ke x ni?
    cerita apa yg mentarnish image ko tu?
    aku kt bumi laprechaun a.k.a fayad x tahu menahu apa2 pon. story skit...

  4. hohoho, kenapakah???
    slama 6 bulan duk sini, takde pulak dgr kisah pasal ko~~~

    urm Amal, apa y ko dgr org lain cite pasal ko? lebih2 lagi y mlibatkan beza 5-6 tahun ni...

    p/s:aku beli basikal 2nd baru. tgu ko dtg baru beli y 1st hand pulak.ayuh

  5. amal says:

    takde papelah..

    tak penting pun...

    bagus ar,klaw ramai lagi yang tak tahu..

    klau ramai yang da tahu, aku sekeh kpale budak tu...

  6. Anonymous says:

    amal, da bole maen star wars...datang ah...- darth Nasa Maul

  7. syazan says:

    sbar eh bro.....

    for me you still the best one...

    yang penting ble da brjya jgn r luper diri....

    kejayaan itu bukan hak milik insan....as a muslim ingat eh sape yang bagi kiter kejayaan....
    manusia itu bukan diukur sejauh mana usAhanya...tapi diukur sejauh mana tawakal nyer....apa yang merapek ni...pape la...

    bro tak baek berdendam tau..maafkan la kawan tu.....

    ingat ni...

    walupun macam tak berguna sangat tapi ble la sket2...

    "bukanlah kuat dan tegas itu pada kuat pertarungan. tetapi kuat dan tegas yang sebenar ialah pada keupayaan seseorang itu mengawal dirinya ketika marah"(al-hadith)...

    marah macam maner pun bro....jadikan sabar itu perkara yang pertama...and 2nd cba maafkan...kiterkan manusia..buat salah perkara biasa...yang penting kemampuan kita dalam memaafkan sesuatu kesalahan....mungkin saya tak layak nak tegur and saya bukan brada di tempat bro..yang rasa sakit perit hati bro....tapi sekurang-kurangnya cuba la apa yg saya ckp nih....

    sdikit perkongsian...

    "dikalangan ahli sunah ada 3 perkara yg hrus dilakukan ktika sdg menghadapi musibah...1.bersabar...2.berdoa....3.mencari jalan keluar

  8. amal says:

    thanx sis syazwani,

    Sebenarnya dalam student life kita dah terlampau banyak sangat memaafkan...terlampau banayk sangat bersabar...terlampau baik sangat dengan semua orang...

    tapi, apa yang kita dapat??

    maruah ini dihina, kepala ini dipijak-pijak...

    yerlah, mungkin kita boleh bersabar...tapi kesabaran kita ada hadnya...lepaskanlah rakan yang sudah tidak lagi menganggap kita kwanannya...tak usah terhegeh-hegeh lagi pergi kepadanya...

    kita belajar dalam setiap ujian, dugaan mematangkan kita...

    tapi tuk bersabar setiap kali orang memalit tahi di muka kita, adalah tindakan bodoh namanya...

    tak salah kalau kita nak marah, tapi biarlah marah itu bertempat dan ada had...

    nyway, thanx for the long advice...